Saturday, March 3, 2012

maybe you should just reply me? maybe? i dont know . but maybe.
It really sucks when you're so sick and you're crying at the same time. i swear it sucks. when will this stop ? when? its been days. i just want it to stop. just stop. please. just please..
How about i dont reply you, but i continue tweeting? Wait i guess you wouldnt care. Twitter is much more important than my feelings.
Go your twitter ah. no need reply me okay?

It hurts.

It hurts. It really does. Do you even think about me? I might not stay here any longer. Maybe, by the time you realise it, it would be all too late. That i was the one who was there for you. I was the one who tolerated you. Not much of toleration. Cos i wanted it. I wanted to. Never take me for granted. Sure, i'm okay with you replying late. I'm okay with always texting you first. But one day what if i stop? Well im sure you wouldnt mind. I'm just a second priority. wait no. i dont even know what i mean to you. When clearly you mean a lot to me. So much. I cant even start on how much you do. but after all this , i will still be heartbroken, ill be lonely again. Im just a guy that nobody falls for. I dont deserve to feel what love is. Anybody i fall for, will not fall for me. I will just have to live with that. Its tiring. Really. But i cant complain. I appreciate everything that you do for me. You make me so happy. I really appreciate that. I guess all i can do is to just see where this leads me to.